christmas and camp.

today i just got randomly excited about both these favorite things of mine.
both reasons why semester endings don't make me sad at all.
i miss camp. so much. i just want to be back right now. i miss my girls. i miss singing them to sleep at night. i miss loving on them every day and crying when they leave me. i miss worship. i miss chicken fingers. i miss jenna. i miss chi chi. i miss sam. i miss kathleen. i miss ashley. i miss chana. i miss hope. i miss getting notes. i miss hugs. i miss singing the lazy song, or banana pancakes, or cyclone ;]
i miss all the little things. (i never thought that they'd mean everything to me...no. i'm gonna be original this time.)
but it's okay. we'll be back in about 244 days, give or take a few. for now, i'm gonna try to focus on the school that i spent my summer missing.
i've decided i need to get better at being happy with where i am. i miss too many things. it's like wherever i am, i miss someplace else. once i get to the someplace else, i find something new to miss. but i don't like that. it kinda sucks.
i wonder how you do that? it probably requires a lot of being normal...which i'm not good at. ah well.
and there are 90 days until christmas. i guess that's too early to start shopping. but i WANT to. =]